i am feeling really bad now. i didnt go for ndp training today and its the first NE show. i woke up this morning not feeling well so i decided not to go after a long thought. it would be rather bad if i go and fall out from the contingent again. so i didnt go. but now i am feeling really bad its our first show and i had to give it a miss.
i am afraid that they would drop me as a reserve or anything. i dun want. i really wanted to go today but.. hmm nvm i shall just give my moral support to my contingent and hope they do a good job today!
okay now i think there will be a facs outing on monday. we are celebrating something special. i hope everyone who can turn up will turn out for the outing. we are going to cycle!CYCLE xD so eggciting! i am eggcited to see everyone there!. 14 SLC deFACto!
hmm i hope everything turns up well today! go girl guides. jiayou to everyone i am really sorry D: SORRY EVERYONE. )): do your best. hopefully i will be able to join you all next week not being kickout of the contingent!
