okay now slc IS THE BOMB!
when i haven come, i was praying hard that it come but when it came i was praying hard that it never come! this kind of feeling is bad!. slc is over. the four days was really the happiest moment in my life. i never knew that life could be so happy and enriching.
the four days of slc was over in a flash i couldnt remember what exactly happened but i know that SLC will always be with me. this convention made me realise that life is not just myself, its about EVERYONE ELSE! i also learnt that i am not alone anymore. i love SLC! its really the best thing and now i feel like crying every single day.
i woke up today morning aimlessly. feeling so lost. i hope that someone will enlighten my life and bring me back to the right path. i hate this kind of feeling. i am suppose to be cheerful and happy but now i think i am a total different person. i dunno if its good? i am really feeling very weird now.
somethings have been bothering me. i am doing nothing to it. but still i dunno what to do. everything seems like its over.
i miss shannahan. even though they thought that i dint like them. they thought that i cried because of facs. but none of that was true. i love shannahan they are definately the best! i cried partly because of them i felt bad that i was complaining about my grp on the first day of convention i really hate myself for that and will never forgive myself. this is one of the main reason why. okay it seems fast. i want an outing with shannahan. imiss each and everyone of yall.
okay this is a message to all fac. TO ALL THE DEAREST facs i am deeply in love each and everyone of you. you mad my day. YOU ARE THE BEST bunch of of ppl i have ever known. there will be no one like you all i mean NO ONE! so facs i really do LOVE YOU. i will be missing everyone. everyday. we shall keep in contact and CHEER ON! iloveyouall!
okay now some happy thing. I FOUND A PHOTO OF MYSELF. found it quite interesting so decided to set up a fan club on msn and now please join. okay and the link for GROUP IN facebook:
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=15435610237 (join and show your support)
i must say a big thank you to all!
ILOVEEVERYONESLC IS THE BOMB! <33
